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[Jan. 4th, 2007|02:50 pm] |
I looked in the mirror and all I saw was a girl who didn't want to be.
I need a new slate to write on.
I'll tell you when I have one. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2007|06:09 pm] |
Yes, Kerri I do have a lot shorter temper now a days, he has a muuuch shorter temper than I.
I try Kelly, I try. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2007|12:56 pm] |
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You know what? I'm going to write about the people who've been in my life in 2006, be it good or bad about them. They can suck it up.
Lisa: You've been a life saver. Really, you have!! You have a unique way about yourself and you always have a smile and that smile catches on to everyone. You and Jesse are very, very funny together, though I haven't seen you guys together 'cause I never see you two in school, I know there would be a shiny light around you two cause you two are cayoot.
Erica: What can I say about you, Erica? You always give me kisses ! You make me smile no matter what; you bring out the good side of me that always seems misplaced. You're the Italian Girl I love! Never, ever change.
Aimee: Aimee, Aimee, Aimee! You're weird. But you make me laugh and your house is always fun. We haven't hung out much though...but we always have good conversaton about something completly out of the blue and has no reason! Haha.
Jenn: You're the only one who I know who hasn't changed and I'm so glad about it. I know there are people who are happy with themselves, a.k.a YOU! Keep that goofy smile on your face.
Amanda: You're weird, just like Aimee. We've had a lot of good times this year. Yay ice skating!! Yeah, we're those girls who cruise around with our boyfriends who are being retarded and singing some pop song and change the words. HAHA.
Mike: We started to date i January of 2006...it's been that long! We've had so many run in with brick walls, with us always fighting...it's a good thing those walls came around, or I don't think we would'nt've understood each other. You're the one I always want around, really. You've saved me from that "dark place" so many times and you make sure I do the right things and make sure I have my head held high. You make sure I don't do drugs, you make sure I don't drink too much. So many times we've been caught being bad teenagers, but that hasnt stopped the love we feel. We never get to spend endless times together like we wish we could. We agree we were older, so we could get married already, we planed out our lives, though sometimes we both forget something important to one another, we get through it. You're the one I've given my entire self to, I love you so incredibly much.
Cliff: My brother :) HAHA. You're such a strong willed person. You have your beliefs and you stick to them. You always help Mike out and Me too when we have trouble, and we help you too. Thank you for always being here and there. You're such a good kid and such a great friend to have.
Dave: You're a punk. Stop throwing things! Kidding! But, really, stop throwing things at me!!
Doug&Natalie: Stop being people who you are not. You've changed I know, but you've changed for the worse. Get over yourselves. Though I must admit, you guys are cute when you don't talk or move.
Heather&Adrian: My favorite couple out there. You guys are truely in love, I just adore seeing you two together.
Adam: I don't know what to say about you Adam! You have some points when you try to hard and other times you are a super cool kid. Don't change, you're corks are good ones.
Kelsey: We don't talk anymore. Why not?
Katie Roy: I miss hanging out with you. We have different views now and different tastes, but that didn't stop us back in the day.
Nicole (Burlington): You always have a positive atitude when we talk. Don't change that about yourself. We need more positive people.
Kelly: I don't know you anymore. You've become such a bitch. What the FUCK happened to us? Why don't you care? I care, we had so many good times, why did we stop hanging out? I TRY to talk to you, probably not hard enough. WHY DON'T YOU TRY AND TALK TO ME? Why don't you like me? A lot of people don't like how you are. Did you just use us to get a better life in the world? Do you not like how you had a friend who knew a lot about you? Sorry I wasn't the type of friend I should've been but I didn't enjoy you saying (not exactly like this but basically like it) 'You can tell me ANYTHING but I'm not going to tell you anything 'cause Kelsey is my best friend now'. Good job. So what if I've changed? I know I have, I haven't been that Katrina you've hung out with since eighth grade.
Kerri: We don't have anything in common anymore besides we're in the drumline. How come?
Jenny: You seem not to enjoy talking to me anymore.
I don't have anyone to talk about anymore... Good!
Last night BLEW. I just sat around with Mike and his family. We didn't go out. We JUST SAT THERE. It was fine, but Mike and his dad drove me home like 3 minutes after the ball dropped. Mike went ot his grand parents house to sleep over. I WANTED TO GO OUT SOMEWHERE. My curfew was 1 o'clock. That fucken blew, being home an hour early. Whatever. Maybe this year will be better? |
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[Dec. 31st, 2006|01:12 pm] |
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| | Tell myself goodbye | ] |
Well, I didn't get the job at Honey Dew's 'cause they are not hiring! RAWR. Stupid people... Oh well. I got an application for Blockbuster and I'm going to get one for Walgreens.
Nothing really to say.
Have a great New Year!
P.S. Call my phone if you know there are parties going on! |
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[Dec. 29th, 2006|06:06 pm] |
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(Anonymous)
2006-12-29 06:10 am UTC
you know that christmas shouldnt be about how much you give and get in return and that is very selfish of you to expect her to spend money on you. did you ever think that she has a family to take care of, too? and maybe she thought that you would appreciate the gift and not be greedy and want more.
Shove it up your ass
I don't care if you're right. Why the HELL would you post under ANONYMOUS? Couldn't you at LEAST state your NAME? Hell, I probably wouldn't have said anything about your fucking comment in this LJ, but YOU DIDN'T PUT YOUR NAME SO I CAN.
People are so rude, I know I am, I KNOW IT AND LATLEY I DON'T CARE.
You're wondering, "How did Katrina get like this?! This isn't her!" Well, you see, PEOPLE ARE FUCKING RUDE ASS FUCKERS AND I REALIZED I DON'T LIKE LIVING WITH PEOPLE. I'VE ALSO COME TO REALIZE THAT PEOPLE WHO I THOUGHT WERE THE KIND OF PEOPLE I WANTED IN MY LIFE ARE JUST THOSE PEOPLE WHO I WANT TO PUNCH IN THE FACE. IRONIC? GOOD THING I'VE MOVED ON THIS YEAR.
I don't care. I might care eventually, but I don't know. So, anyways...SHOVE IT UP YOUR COMMENT UP YOU FUCKING ASS.
I get so angry latley. Oh well! On to BETTER news...Mike, Brianne and I drove Brianne's (2006) mustang up to Mike's Aunt Sandy's house. We rode horses, and it was wickkkked fun. We stayed until, say, two? Her horses are adorable and her dog, Jake is sucha wacko. She's such a funny lady :D
Then we came home, Mike and I started to watch Click, but I don't know why, I was grumpy so I wasn't being normal and he was picking at my belt (he has some weird habit) and I yelled at him and he yelled back. Oh well, that's how we put each other into place when we're being stupid. I really, really do love him. He puts up with my shit and I deal with his shit. We're too much alike, it's kind of funny. Hey, next month on the 20th is one year for us. As I sit here, I can't imagine what this past year would've been like if we never hung out during mid-terms...maybe I would still have friends? Hahaha. Kidding, kiiiiiding.
I'm going to hang out with Paul tonight! Yay! Paul! He's such a good kid. He always smiling and he makes me smile cause his smile is so silly! Then of course, there's Pat & Butterz! And of course, lovely Michael (n_n)
Okay well, that person who left that comment, sorry, whatever, but you shouldn't state something when you possiably haven't hung out with me in most likely a fucking long time; so you don't know how I am now. I think people should know how I think and should do which way so they won't make me mad. But whatever, the world doesn't work that way. So, furture commenting on commenting on things; think before. Yeah, fuck. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2006|12:33 pm] |
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This is so flaming retarded!! I'm really pissed off right now...
Mike called me this morning, him and Dave were going out to breakfast and wanted to know if I was coming or not. They didn't give me enough time to wake up and get ready, so I didn't go. I just ended up making myself breakfast. Then I waited ... waited ... AND WAITED for them to call me. I ended up calling them instead at 11:30, asking where they were. David said they were on my way to get me. Grrreat. I started my chores and I was doing them when them two came over. They went into the basement and started to be obnoxious. Which was really stupid. Then we left in Mike's car, they showed me what they did last night and told me too. I was getting mad, 'cause it seems like I'm not, I don't know, to hang out with them and do stupid stuff too. And that got me mad! So, I just didn't laugh and Mike was being kind of mean, so I was just being rude and not really talking. 'Cause Brenda says if he's mean to me, I can be right back to him. So I was. NOW THEY LEFT ME HERE AT MIKE'S HOUSE. Ahh, I hate this. I should've just stayed home and been misrable there instead of getting more and more misrable being out. This fucking sucks. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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Saturday: Went to the Blue Man Group!! Wicked awesome, I want to go again & again! My sister, Brianne, GOT PICKED TO GO UP ON STAGE. It was HILARIOUS. Then, yeah. It was a good evening.
Christmas Eve: Went to my Uncle's house, was denied vodka & coke because I was going somewhere later on and I did not want to make a fool of myself. Went to my Aunt's for a few minutes, then zipped off over to Michael's grandparent's house. Brenda (his mom) gave me perfume, lotion & a hoodie, love 'em!! Rochelle & Erica (his sisters) gave me perfume & two t-shirts, love 'em!!! Rochelle's boyfriend gave me a photo album & a journal. Meena & Frank (grandparents) gave me twenty five dollars. That family is too nice. Then I went to Church with them at eleven, Mike drove me home at twelve.
Christmas Day: Well, I didn't mean to, but I woke up earlier than I expected.I threw Ozzie on Brianne to wake her up, then I tried to throw him on Tiffany, but she was waking up, so I didn't get to. We opened presants. I didn't get what I asked for, to tell you the truth, and I was disapointed. I did the cheapest things; books in general! I got a Tiffany Company necklace, it's real pretty, but it's not something I would wear...I'm returning it to get a braclet instead. Brianne got me a metronome since my other one was stolen, I don't know how; Tiffany got my braclets & a sweatshirt from Wet Seal. Got a Victoria's Secret gift certificate...uhmm...Joleen got me a CARD with TWO PICTURES of my neice in it and I SPENT MONEY ON HER. I don't think it was a fair trade. Whatever, call me greedy. My family came over, we had dinner & such. My Papa taught me how to KILL SOMEONE. Scary, eh? He was I think a bit tipsy haha. Then Mike came over, we spent some time there. He bought me slippers :) I LOVE THEM. Oh so comfy. I went to his house, gave out the gifts I bought for his family and gave Mike his presant.
Mike: I TOLD YOU NOT TO GET ME A BELT! (I gave him a belt & a sweatshirt) BUT THANK YOU. (insert big hugging scene)
I spent the night there drinking screw drivers while watching some movie with Will Ferral in it.
Tuesday: Woke up, got dressed, packed my bag, got a ride over to Aimee's house. Hung there making some weird creations from connects or something. Amanda came over and we walked to foodmart; bought pizza dough & fried dough! While walking back to Aimee's house, we walked passed Kelsey & Kelly, who didn't really seem to like the idea of us being near them, WTF. Whatevaaahz. It's kind of funny...we were inseperable not so long ago, and now we'll probably say maybe twenty words to each other each week. Anywaays, Amanda Aimee and I made pizza. It was delicious! We played cards for hours; I taught them card games and they kept getting addicting!! We made brownies with peanut butter in them, yummy!! Amanda left around ten and Aimee and I played cards with her sister, Debrah and her friend who was sleeping over too. Aimee and me went to bed around eleven-ish, Mike called around twelve to say goodnight (did I mention he went to NH to see his cousin & spend the night? Well he did!) I fell asleep, then Aimee's brother got home around 2-esh from Connecticut with seven of his friends and they didn't go to bed until five maybe.
Wednesday: I woke up around nine thirty, I went downstairs to find Aimee; we made pancakes and ate bacon & eggs. YUM! I went home around twelve, took a shower had some cheesecake and then I read, fell asleep, woke up, read some more. Before I realized it, it was six thirty! Mike and David (his cousin) came over, we went to Mike's house for dinner. Went back to my house to get my money, then we trotted off to the mall. We stayed until nine-esh. We went to Mike's house, got David's guiitar (he's multi-talented; drummer, guitarist, even bassist!) and off we went to the Shop (Stewy's Customs...) I read a book I got The Road of the Dead while they screwed around with some song they were making up. They drove me home around 10:50. Then they went off into the night.
I'm not going to aqarium anymore :( ... instead, we're going to see a movie at the IMAX. Boooooo hooooo. I might convince them afterwards if we can all go out to eat in BOSTON! YAY. Hopefully, but most likely not. How sad. Uhhhm, I'm going horse back riding on Friday with Mike at his Aunt's ranch in NH, we might go out to dinner or we might to hang out Paul's house then go out to dinner with everyone. Who knows?
I CANNOT WAIT FOR NEW YEARS!! :) :)
P.S. IT DID NOT FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS. FUCK. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|10:14 pm] |
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| | Wine Kings | ] |
Well, I'm still having a fucking heart attack from events from earlier today. I cannot say what and all that other information it is about, but it scared me, and I'm so disgusted and...and...I don't know. I just don't know. I am being torn apart. I want to cry, but it's stupid. He says everything is going to be fine, she'll forgive us, but, I know she won't look at me the same way anymore. I'll know she won't think highly of me anymore, and it's going to be even harder for us to gain her trust again, after last summer's fiasco. I tried and tried when I was in the shower to scrub everything off myself; I wrestled with my hair until it was all knotty and unforgiving. It wasn't a great start, let me tell you.
Onto a better subject; my parents brought Mike, me, Tiffany, Jonathan, Joleen, Mike, Brianne and Jason to the Blue Man Group tonight in Boston at Charles Playhouse. Let me say, IT WAS AWESOME and HILARIOUS. I'm of course going to go again. :D Early on before the show started people were passing out stuff to put on our heads and Brianne was like "Nooo! I don't want to put this on my head." then I decided if she wasn't, I wasn't. Then my Mike said, "What if you don't wear it, they might do something to you?" that got us both to wear it. It was kind of like for shadowing. It was!! 'Cause the Blue guys went looking for someone to bring up on stage and they picked BRIANNE!!! It was soo, soo, soo funny! She fed them twinkies and like they "threw up" from their chests and Brianne was getting so grossed out. Everyone in our section were cheering like mad. oh god, it was one of those things where you just HAD to be there.
Well, that's it.
I'm still tingly and still having my heart go nuts. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|10:52 am] |
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I forgot to mention last weekend!
Saturday I went ice skating with Mike, Aimee, Amanda & Cliff and Cliff drove his HUUUUGE van. It was so packed, as in the highway.
Aimee's never hung out with us so it was her first time :D
She couldn't skate well, but I can't either, we stuck together!
I got better a bit.
Uhh, we went to Michael's house afterwards, his parents went out so it was just us.
I "embaressed myself", which I don't believe I did.
To reasons UNKNOWN for all of you, I started to get wicked hot, like tempreture wise, so I went to Michael's room to change into one of his shirts & I just blacked out on his bed. I don't remember the rest, but who cares?
Sundaaay, I forgot what I did.
Monday was boring.
Tuesday was boring.
Wednesday was BORING.
Thursday was the band banquet :)!
I do not have any pictures with me to show everyone at the moment, but once I get them developed, I'll post them :).
It was fun as hell. I think my table (I was the only girl at the table LOL) and one other table seemed to be having fun (Kerri & Jenny's table BTW). Everyone else was a bore. THE SLIDE SHOW WAS HORRIABLE. I was angry that none of my pictures I sent in got to be in it. Everyone said I was being stupid about it. I don't get what is with everyone and telling me I'm stupid latley and how rude they are. It's getting me so annoyed. FUCK.
Mike & I danced like crazy. We danced to Zoot-Zoot Riot & we did those swing moves. Mr. B was happy when we danced like "them clubbers" we were just fooling around, jeeesh. Now everyone is going to say "Well it WAS akward." STFU. I'm so negative. I don't care, really. I have such anger issues and people are just realizing how "annoying" I can get. STFU again. Anywaaays, Ryan & Matt were laughing at me when I went up & got my paper for particapating in band. I was laughing so hard cause Butters spilled coke on Mike's pants!!! It was HILARIOUS. Matt shook my hand at the end of the dance/banquet/thing and Ryan gave me a hug. They smelled bad [>_<]
YESTERDAY, I went to Mike's house for his sisters Erica's "Christmas"; she won't be here 'cause she is going to Milwalkee to be with her boyfriend, Bret's family. I gave her a candle. It smelled good :) I stayed there from 3:00 til 11:00. It was fun, everyone is so energetic and interesting.
TODAY, I got drums at 12:30 as usual, and then I'm going to get an outfit for Christmas. Then later on tonight, my sisters & their boyfriends + mike & Me are going to see the BLUEMAN GROUP! YAY!
(Tiffany + Jonothan, Joleen + Mike, Brianne + Jason, Katrina + Mike)
So yupp, tomorrow is Christmas Eve! I'm going to my Uncle Bobby's house, then my Aunt's, then Mike's grandparents house for the rest of the evening. I might go to Church with them. I'm actually not minding Church, it's comfortable in someways, though I don't know what the Priest talks about; I quite don't like long speeches. His church however, sings a lot, unlike mine.
I'M OFF TO GET DRESSED NOW! |
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[Dec. 19th, 2006|03:34 pm] |
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| | Stadium Arcadium | ] |
Yeah, so, my sister got married on the 15th.
I didn't go to the thing 'cause it wasn't a wedding.
Just signing papers & such things.
I never have anything important to say, just nonsense.
Ceilie & I watched the best of Chris Farrely in ASC today. :)
I'm going Christmas shopping & I'm getting people gifts.
My cat, Bella is being a wacko. She's sitting next to the screen and I have a video playing, and she is pawing at the screen. She can be a bitch, but she can be a cutie too. People are dancing & when I type she spazes. Haha. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2006|10:55 am] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | Never Enough | ] |
No, Jenny, I did not drop any people I hang out with. Sorry that I hang out with Mike all the time, but he's always going to be there, I'm not going to shove him to the side. I made a promise a long time ago with Kelly and Jenn that we would put friends before boyfriends, but my boyfriend is my friend, what now? I don't speak to them that much anymore. Kelly and Jenn both do the same sports together. Kelly has Kelsey, Jenn, I don't know about Jenn; I haven't seen her in a long time. Oh yes, love how you see me in the halls but you don't say hi. (That's mostly everyone) I have given up on saying hi, because no one gives me one back.
Yesterdaaay was Friday :). As usual, I was with Michael, we went to his house, hung around, we didn't have much money to go out anywhere, which suckkkked. We stayed in and ordered a pizza with the money we had. We decorated his tree, it is now jam packed with decorations. His dad came home and we watched Pirates of the Carribean with him, I fell asleep though. Mike drove me home around 11.
Oh yeah, Pat (White)called us to see if we wanted to go to the 99's with him and some others, but we had already ate. We might hang out with him today and Paul too. AND AIMEE! YAY! I miss my hero. :(
I sent my application in to honey dews. I REALLY hope I get the job. !! !! !!
I got to get get ready to go to drums. Weee. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
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| | basement | ] |
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| | These Walls | ] |
LJ has some new stuff, interesting ...
I haven't updated in awhile because...
-I haven't had time.
-I just haven't felt like it.
-Nothing interesting happened.
-I didn't have any urge to rant...
BUT NOW I DO! Smile everyone, c'mon, smile! :D
Well, anyways, I have an A- in Creative Writing, B/C in English, which is totally BULL. Of course, a D in Biology, hey, I'm trying hard! I have a C-esh in Geometry because of one stupid test I messed up on, RAWR. Annnnd, History, I don't give a shit, most likely a B or something.
Honor Roll? Most likely not. Next term I'll make it, fo sho!
ANYWAYS, I've come to the realization of this:
The reason my "friends" (yes, QUOTATIONS) dropped me like a boner-less penis (ooh, funny) is because I was just their base. I mean by this, we enterted high school, barley knowing anyone, and me, being very easy to get along with and just going around to different groups to hang out with, was a very usable source to get some new friends. And once new friends came along, old ones, A.K.A. ME, KATRINA, was dropped. I say, thank you, thank you very much. Much love goes out to you all. Yeah...riiiight.
I do not understand why when I say something I get these mad faces towards me. Okay, here's the skinny:
At lunch the other day, Austin, being his usual self (he gets carried away all the time about his sexual life and I cannot stand it any longer) said, "I watched this weird porn last night..." and I said "Austin, no one cares." I said it real bitchy too, didn't mean to, but it came out that way. Everyone stared at me and was like WTF and I was like WTF yourselves. Austin is my friend and all, but I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ABOUT BOYS+BOYS OR GIRLS+GIRLS OR GIRLS+BOYS. I DO NOT CARE. God. It is exactly like what Lisa said in her LJ entry. Jacka said to me one day, about Austin, is that he just says all that stuff for the attention of everyone, and I agree. It's sickening sometimes.
I am sickening too. I'm spazing about stupid things. Sometimes I don't believe in the "all mighty God" and sometimes I tell him to go fuck himself. Yeah, so, I guess I made Michael unhappy when I told him that. And I made no sense when I tried to explain myself and it turned into this big, big, big thing. It was real bad. But it is fine now.
I'm sorry to report there are a lot of people I know receiving hickies. I find those really, ('scuse me) RETARDED. Really, who wants that thing on their neck? Why don't you go burn yourself, 'cause it looks like you did you fool. No, I never had a hickie and I am glad I never will get one. People are really idiotic sometimes.
I want to grow up, right now. I want to live in an apartment in the city and go to college. After college I want to be married (to you know who) and move to New Hampshire, where I want to become a teacher and own a large amount of land with a nice country house. I want to grow up. I want to grow up...but I'm afraid too.
I have only been driven once in the last, what three week I've had my permit? WHAT THE HELL. rrr. I'm going to try and wake up early to drive to school with my mom. I hope she'll let me drive her car, she most likely will if its REALLY EARLY.
The Honey Dew Donuts opened up down the street, I got an application today, and I really, really hope I get this job. It seems like fun :) SO DON'T STEAL IT. Peole have been stealing my job ideas. Losers.
My mom and I went shopping; we went for bras, but we only got one, I wanted more from Victoria's Secret, but she wouldn't let me :(. Instead she bought me undies from New York & Co. Which is okay, they have good ones.
Sunday (last) I went to Mike's sisters' apartment in Watertown. I love their apartment, it is what I want. Really. We had food & stuff and just hung around, it was fun, but it was wicked hot in there!
I'm becoming bored, so I'll stop here. No one reads this anyways, they only read it if it's short and simple. Pssshk. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2006|02:51 pm] |
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| | Wine Kings | ] |
Well, the stupid bug didn't allow me to eat Mike's dinner besides a few bites, but it so good! I was sooooo mad that I couldn't have anymore :(
We saw happy feet at 9:30 instead of 7:30 cause it was sold out.
Mike, Amanda, Cliff, Erica, Aimee, Kelly and Kelsey came.
Kelly & Kelsey were being weird, they really didn't interact with anyone.
Wack.
Uhh, my stomache bug came back during the movie so I was in pain.
Mike drove me home after the movie wicked fast, I said goodnight&thank you and ran.
I started crying cause my stomach hurt so bad, pathetic I know, but it killed, it didn't feel right.
I fell asleep with an ice bag on my stomach.
I woke up at 11:45 this morning, my stomach ok.
I had 2 bowls of cereal, which I think wasn't a good idea.
My stomach is hurting again :(
I went to drums, did OK.
Now I'm home, waiting for Mike to finish what he's doing down the shop.
I'll ask if we can go Christmas shopping today...maybe. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2006|07:06 pm] |
I've been sick for awhile.
:(
Stupid bug + crazy cough + paining headaches :(
So far in this school year I have missed three days.
...In the last 2 weeks...
Uhhhm, I'm going to see Happy Feet in IMAX tomorrow for my belated birthday present from Mike & he's making me dinner (I do hope I can eat it, I haven't eaten correctly in the last few days :/ )
I don't have anything to say besides BOO. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2006|04:37 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | The Blister Exists | ] |
What? whats a movie-life-vision?
It's where you fuck yourself up :)
Oh, yes I have changed.
Fuck it :)
I think I secluded myself from being that way.
I can't really trust anyone.
Though I just tell everyone anything and everything.
So, I'm screwing myself over :)
I don't get how I got like this...
I'm just escaping...but the question is FROM WHAT!?
Oh, could be from how I just walk around and it seems like everyone is giving me these looks like I should go run into a wall half a million times to make me look better.
Or it could be from the thoughts of just "My life is normal." when it really IS. haha. STUPID.
I kind of want to jump off a bridge too see if I can fly sometimes.
I KNOW I CAN'T, but I wan't to FEEL IT.
I love Mike.
I love Erica.
I love Lisa.
I love Nicole.
I love Aimee.
I love Heather.
I love Amanda.
I love Cliff.
They can stand me so well.
They let me be me and not care.
They don't mind if I stutter so bad I forget what I was saying.
They are true people.
Yeah, yeah, everyone else, you're so-so.
You don't care to look me in the eye in a conversation.
You tend to look away.
It's depressing.
Yes, YOU'RE DEPRESSING.
So what.
Suck it.
:)
I'm so negative today. Hahaha.
A POEM!
i love you in so many ways.
the list would take me years.
i hope you know i would do anything.
even if it means anything is at cost.
i'll whisper you my heart.
just to make you smile.
i'll write you notes.
even if they have no meaning.
if you want me to fly i will.
with wings or a magic carpet.
holding your hand,
i'll make sure never to let go.
kissing you,
i'll make sure our lips are always loving.
just being with you,
makes me fall in love with you all over again...
i love you.
Yeah for Michael! Cause I love him dearly! he makes my heart go THUMP THUMP. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2006|12:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Swing Life Away | ] |
Sometimes I like making my life a movie.
I like taking things to do that.
Selfish of me too, and I have no reason too, besides being stupid.
But I enjoy it, sometimes it seems like people like me better like that.
Though I know they are like that too and if they aren't, they're just faking it.
I'll wake up though, but not for awhile.
I just read an absolutley awesome (idontknowwhatotherwordtouse) Lisa I believe wrote.
Inspiring, yes it was.
I don't get 1 13 1 14 3 1 cried last night.
I don't think she had anything.
I don't think she was in movie-life.
I'm hanging out with Mike and Dave today.
I have a bad cough though and a runny nose.
Grrrrooss.
Oh well. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2006|11:32 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | not a headache in the world | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Blister Exists | ] |
I've been sick this week.
Stupid cold!!
Last night Frosty was cancelled :(
Cause it rained like a mothafather.
Mike, me, Cliff and Amanda went lazer bowling.
We went to Mike's house but we didnt stay there long cause we went and got a movie.
The Omen.
We went to Cliff's house cause Mike's street was flooooooooded!
We didn't really watched the movie.
;)
Uhhhm, then Mike drove me home around 11esh.
This morning my dad took me driving.
I almost killed a squirrel!
My dad said I did a good job.
I drove home :D
STUPID PEOPLE PASSED ME!
My Dad told me to go slow.
Bleh.
I got drums in 2 hours. I'm borrred.
I know I'm hanging out with Mike, and I think we're hanging out with Cliff and Amanda later on.
Who knows?!
You know, I think no one talks to me that much anymore cause I've done things they believed I would have never done.
Oh well, suck it up.
Life goes on.
I just want some change in my life.
The same is getting old.
Jell-O anyone. HAHA. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2006|04:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Studying Politics | ] |
Happy Birthday too meeeeeeee.
Not a lot of people remembered it though.
Yeah, love you guys too. (sarcastically)
The most random people remembered it.
Tom & Kristine, they are in my Creative Writing class remembered it.
They almost got the class to sing happy birthday, but they didn't, the class just said "happy Birthday".
In English the student teacher, Allie remembered it too, and I don't talk to her.
My close friends didn't remember it, though :(
That's a little messed up.
Joleen called me earlier and said happy birthday.
Which is very nice of her.
She tried to cheer me up too, when I said no one remembered...
Joleen: "It's a Monday, and also after vacation and everyone is a bit brain dead."
It did sort of.
Uhhh, everyone is going to say, "BAD KATRINA" after this next part.
I went up, got 2 pizzas and a chocolate milk (rare! that i buy lunch) handed the lady a ten and walked away.
I was half way to my seat when I went to put my money in my pocketbook, when I noticed she handed me back 16 dollahz!
SAHWEET! I kept it.
Hey, her fault, not mine!
* this is where you insert BAD KATRINA *
Oh yes, and yesterday I went Christmas shopping with Mike!
I bought myself 2 books and 2 shirts.
I bought Tiffany's, Brianne's, Joleen&Mike's, my Papa's and my Dad's presents and Mike & me split Cassie's gift.
I only got my Moma, my Mom, and Mike left!
And those lucky few ;)
I bought some cute shirts! Weeeee!
Have I mentioned I recieved my permit today!!??
Well I did!
I got dismissed and got it.
Yup, I'm on the road.
WATCH OUT NOW.
I took my picture 3 times.
The 3rd one was the best.
Third times the charm, eh?
Took me twice to write my name, it loooooks HORRRRRRRIABLE!! :'(
Okay, I'm going to work on my spanish project. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:31 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
Naw, Aimee didn't get to come with me last night.
Anyways, I was hanging out with Aimee from like 130esh until 730.
Mad fun.
Then I went to Mike's show.
I danced, I laughed, I went, I conquered!
David & me were making fun of some creepy sketchy guy who was in the middle of the dance floor.
Haha.
I didn't get home until 2:30.
It's 10:30 right now.
I'm going Christmas shopping with Mike today!
WEEEEE! |
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